Things I Never Told You

Hi πŸ˜€

This time around, I dedicate this post to a friend of mine, Farhana. Hope you’re reading this! 😙

It has been 5 years and I still can’t comprehend which part of me is so inspiring that you decided to follow my footsteps to enter into law school. I don’t remember saying nice things about law school nor do I feel content. Don’t get me wrong. I don’t hate law school, but it’s not like I love it either. It’s a love-hate relationship πŸ˜‰

So, lets get started, shall we? Yes!


Law school was never meant to be a bed of roses. It has always been full of thorns. But I guess you figured out this much already. Am I right? Of course I am!


Failure is to be expected. Well, you figured out this much too. But I remember telling you that if you survived law school without a single failure, you’re a freaking genius. Although I have to say that I only failed once which is my Evidence Law (damn you Evi! I had to extend because of you!), but that doesn’t mean I’m a genius. I had my fair share in failures for my tests. Don’t dwell on it too much. Move on and learn from your mistakes.


Ahaha yes. I have to say this is among the main points. You see, you thought I am doing well in law school based on my posts. But little did you know that I am deprived of so many things! I’m sleep-deprived, energy-deprived, food-deprived, rest-deprived…all the life essentials lah to make it easy. The fact that I had to travel one-hour to class every single day and having to face traffic jams on my way home is just too much to bear. And you still have to punch in before 8 am despite your class starting at 10 am! So cruel 😒.


Well, this is the one thing that I’ve kept hidden from you for so long. Since you’re already in your final year, it’s a good time to tell, no?  Not that I care hahaha. There are times when I feel useless, hopeless and giving up. I’m not lying. More often than not I felt this way. There are times I feel like skipping classes (but never did it anyway 😅), screwing up my tests, abandoning assignments etc etc, but somehow I managed to pick myself up. I am blessed to have people around me who constantly checks up on me, to see how I am doing and pushing me in the right direction so that I move forward. You might not know this, but I am one hella hard-to-handle person. You’ve never seen this side of me. Trust me, you wouldn’t want to see it. I can be cranky, vicious, mean, ill-treating or simply giving you death stares when I am not in a good mood. Nobody can stand me (even myself) when I’m in a bad mood except for 3 persons. The closest friends I made in law school. My advice? Keep your friends close to you so that you know there is someone to support you if you fall.


What they’ve been saying is true all these while. LLB really suck the energy outta me. For the last 2 semesters a.k.a LLB, I fell sick so many times. And it’s not just any usual sickness like fever or a cold. It’s HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE. With a very worrying reading at that. It’s not that I did not enjoy my final year, of course I did enjoy it. It’s just that at times, there’s too much things to handle and I can’t think straight. I’d dozed off for a few minutes before coming back to the harsh reality. I had fights with my firmmates too, but it’s nothing major. Most of it are just temporary. Not to mention I lose friends along the way but I gained better friends at the end of the day. I don’t even think I could survive if not for the people around me.

Soooo…this is what I’ve gone through for the past 4 years in law school. It’s not all sunshine β˜€ I had my fair share of storms and thunders too ⚑🌀. The road is not always smooth as you see, but I am able to overcome each obstacle. This being said, if I can get through this, you can too! No excuses! Finish off the degree first and you may decide what you wanna do later. Don’t follow my footsteps. I have been astrayed and lost too. Keep walking till you find the way, okay?


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